FEELINGS IV: ECLIPSE

Today is a sad Sunday. Eclipse of sun, rainy, cloudy... I feel sad as day. I have had a great weekend, a lot of fun and dancing, but since yesterday I just think of something that has happened. Three months ago I live in Glogów and the first weekend , I met a boy. The connection was immediate and I feel good when I am with him. At first, communication was a little difficult but gradually the language is no longer a problem. Last Friday I met him in a bar after several days without seeing him. All great as usual, until he confessed me something: he must go to prison for three years. Why? What nonsense, quarrels ... If he goes to the prison, that will destroy his life ... He is so young ... I can not even imagine ... It is always the same shit,(sorry). Judges can put other punishment, there are alternatives ... but not, detain a person is the easiest way ... I would like to do something but I do not what... It is so complicated and I do not know how justice works in Poland, but what I do know is that it is very severe. Life is so unfair ... Society must give a second chance to young people. Children and young people are molded by society and when they break the law,they become useless and they are thrown into the trash ... I have always believed in the goodness of people. We are humans and we make mistakes but we deserve that trust on us . In Spain there is a judge famous for its exemplary sentences , Emilio Calatayud. This judge applies a punishment in proportion to the offense committed . If a young man steals an elderly, he imposed as punishment , go to a nursing home to perform social services. Calatayud, does not believe in jail , as a form of rehabilitation and reintegration. The jail, rarely, rehabilitates persons, it  leaves an indelible mark on the person who is deprived of his liberty . That wound will never heal ... So I admire him because he is a role model , because as he says : " I have the feeling of not having denied that second chance that can change the lives of people doomed to be meat in prison " . I feel so anguish of not knowing what will happen with this guy . I hope he get lucky and finally , he do not go to prison , because really, that is not the solution ... jails full of people who have not had an opportunity in your life and while the real criminals are on the street ... not fair ...