FEELINGS VIII: MY PAST, MY PRESENT AND MY FUTURE

A week before the end of my project, I am here again to think about my life. You know I usually do it often, he he he. This month has been intense: I met new people, I have joined a running team, I made a test to know about my level of Polish, I trained every day, I have been injured and I went to rehab, I danced all night during the weekends, I have forgotten to eat (sometimes), I have ventured to  talk with the guy who catches my attention, I was crazy by nigth and  I have been responsible by day, I won a contest ... and today that sexy guy who is working near my workplace told me I have a beautiful smile! So, you can imagine that I feel soooo good! hehehe. 

What could be the word for this month? CHALLENGE

More than ever, I am motivated to train and get that I never thought I could achieve. To show people who do not believe in me, that I am able to get the life I want in here, no matter how hard it is, I will get it. But mostly, I feel motivated to feel good in my skin, to love and appreciate myself, to keep being a strong and independent woman. 

Now is when really begins my life! What will be my future? I do not know, nobody knows. I just know that my future is in Poland, currently in Głogów, and I am gonna live in the same apartment (which I am glad for it because I love it). My future projects are not definited at all, but are taking shape, Just I have to keep working hard and implement them. Ah, I know also, that in a week I am going to Spain, and when I return, I will participate in this Cross as you already know.

 I do not know what my future holds, I have no idea! Just I want to be  happy and make others happy, which I think I am getting it!

 I think I can say that I know about  myself a little more . Have I matured? I do not. I think I rejuvenated in all aspects of my life. I learned , I taught , I Cried ,I Laughed, I have fallen and I woke up, well ... I am alive! I feel life in all the pores of my skin, in every beat of my heart , in my blood pressure ... Because I am as I am , I am what you see: crazy, passionate, conceited, whimsical, energetic and open mind. If I love you , you will know it. If I do not like something, I will let you know. I love kissing, hugging, dancing, singing , running ... I like sin and regret the next day . I love live my life withouth restrictions, and share my happiness with people. I like to smile to serious people , I like to dance with shy people , I like flirting and look at the eyes . I like to love and feel loved . I Like  to feel chills. I like ... to be free , I like to feel myself as a girl and as a woman. I like Poland, Spain , all the world entire, my family, my job , my friends .... I like you ! <3

So ... What is of what you want from Spain? A little sunshine in a bottle ...? ;)

Be Happy, my friends! 


PS. I passed my Polish test!!  ;)