FIVE WEEKS...

Today I stopped to think that my project will end in five weeks ... OMG ! just five weeks ! I am in Glogów since August last year and it was like it was yesterday ! Yeah ... how time flies ... ! I am nervous because I do not know how it is going to be my future. I only have clear that on 31th of March I will go to Spain to visit my family, my friends and organize my new life ... in Poland. As I told you , I already have my return ticket to back. I am sure, I will stay here in Glogów , and although things will not be as easy as now, I will try to do my best to keep my happiness. Because Poland means "happiness" to me, this is my place right now . Recently, I was disappointed with some situations in my life . Well, this is part of it too . Some people who were part of my life , come and go and this drive me crazy ... Sometimes I also think I am wrong thinking right about some people when the reality is that they want to take advantage of me . Just I want to be happy and make people happy . I do not understand why people behave like that ... I know some people show interest in me at the beginning, because I am Spanish , but they put barriers because of the language. It is easier to say "  I do not understand you" and that´s it , to try to understand or try to communicate with me. Because, my dear friends, if you want to talk to someone, even if you do not understand the language you do everything for it. But , well, I can not force anyone to be interested of me . But I study and work hard to be understood and to be a good partner , good friend, good worker ... It is not about the language. This is one of many things I have learned here . I learned many things, including such things even though I would not be able to do. I am so motivated, eager to keep learning, keep working. Also, now I started to train hard, because I want to improve myself and feel good and healthy. I have a lot of energy so I have to spend it! My conclusion may be that I am very happy , I have problems like everyone else , I have sad days , but most of my days are amazing, I am surrounded by great people and I give thanks that I feel loved. I am worry about my future , but I know everything will be fine. I have to believe in myself and work hard , fight for my dreams . I get excited just thinking about how much my life has changed thanks to all of you! I have no life to thank you! I would like to keep you in my life, because you are my family here. No more words, just  thank you, thank you, thank you!